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Wishlist & Objectives ★



Wishlist ★

★ Watch Red Cliff, Money Not Enough 2
I changed my mind for that :D
8GB Ipod Nano, Repair my Psp Slim D:


Objectives ★

Grow until 1.75m
★ Get 60marks&Above for 4 Subjects for CT2
★ Get good results for Combined Humanities for all tests this year.
★ Master my Japanese.
★ Finish my story, Broken.

Links & Archieves ★

Broken - by Brendon Chua
★ Ain ★ Bel ★ Brenda ★ Camilla ★ Catherine ★ Cynthia ★ Edward ★ Emily ★ Gina ★ Grace ★ Hamizan ★ Hilda Isabelle ★ Jasmine ★ Jian Hui ★ Jie Ling ★ Joan ★ Jocelyn ★ Karyee ★ Lester ★ Lynn ★ Matthew ★ Michelle Wong ★ Nurul ★ Regina ★ Rowena ★ Sarah ★ Shanette ★ Shu Lian ★ Sylvia ★ Tain Lin ★ Wei Ting ★ Xiang Ling ★ Xiaojun ★ Xiao Yu ★ Yan Ling ★ Yan Qi ★ Yuan Li ★ Yuin Ping


Archieves ★

April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008

Credits ★




Designer:--BANG BANGx
The rest: ISABELLE : D





Thursday, May 29, 2008 ★

Don't give up on us, please, don't give up on love.

Days since I updated my blog, time for an update :/
Went out with Oscar on Tuesday, Sherry was there too. Sherry say want to bring us go west mall find 'Chio Bu', but then. We go there, she asked us ' Aye, we come West Mall for what ah ? ' Then Me & Oscar was like ... Uhh nvm. After that, Oscar want to go find Xenia. So called Xenia up. Asking her can meet anot. Then errr. she say can, for a while @ her hse downstairs. But then, during the trip there, Sherry want go find her friend, then we already like damn bo mood already. K nvm, we went to Bukit Panjang Plaza there de Pasar Malam. Buy what we always buy, Honey Chicken. Then Xenia sms-ed oscar saying she can't meet. Then nvm. We went to her house downstairs there. Slacked and ate our stuffs. Around 6+ we 975-ed back to lot 1.We went to toilet, then bought KFC , Popcorn Chicken for my Meimei. The bus-ed home.

Yesterday, supposed to meet Shulian de. (Sorry..) But in the end never, Cos i took long time to get prepared , Shulian got pretty pissed off, I guess. (Sorry..) Told her I wanted to slack with her, but in the end, Never. (Sorry, really sorry..) I'm seriously a very useless and promise-breaking person. D: In the end, whole day @ home , Maple.

Today also whole day at home Maple. Kkkkk. No more , The end.

Sigh, i'm really sorry, really really sorry. I know this few days I've been neglecting you because of maple causing you to feel that I don't care about you anymore. however, i really do. i seriously do. it's just that, i don't know how to express it. nowadays, i've lost my courage and confidence already. i'm not sure why, i'm really very useless, hais. Now, seeing you chatting with your friend happily, i feel happy and contented, although there're still a lil bit of sadness. But, seeing you happy enough alr. that is why i didn't expect much from us/you. sigh.


I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:34 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Monday, May 26, 2008 ★

Tonight will be the night that I'll fall for you, over again..

Met Shulian & Joan @ vivo yesterdy at ard 2,3+ ? Hm- Me & Gabriel bought 2 cakes for Shulian. I know it's kinda small. very paiseh okay. we went there all the way from cck. then after meeting them, not even 30mins , we left ler. boring D: not your fault la, shulian & joan. it's okay.I see your cute cute smile enough alrdy ok, shulian ! :D

after that went to play volleyball @ xiangling's house's void deck. yanqi was there too. then skipskipskip. ate dinner at 302 w/ gabriel. then went up to kel hse. slack and see his games. ok no more.

wah yesterday i whole day w/gabriel sia !!! LIKE GAY OKAY. WE EVEN GO TOILET TOGETHER (THATS OF COS) lol. he runaway from home. cos of family problems. SKIPPED.-
came home at around 10.58pm. then logged in to maple. ZAKUM!!! Ahh fuck, no helm drop!!! waste time siol~

hehehe okay pictures of zakum up already. ohyah, i took more than a dozen pictures with my ex-fiancee jasmine!!! Hahaha shall show you all one or two.

Okay, went to play basketball just now with Gabriel, Edward, Andre, Yan Qi, Andre's sis, Shulian & Jasmine(Kranji de, she keep calling me banana cos I wore yellow!)

Sigh, didn't really feel very good. Cos' I see Shulian like not very happy and she didn't smile much. And the worst of all is, I didn't do anything and pretend I see nothing. WTF, Brendon is such a fucker! D: Somemore, today is her birthday.. Sigh..
The End.

Loveless Act V(Final),
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

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I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 4:40 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,





Happy birthday Shuliannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! :DDDDD


Okay update again later in the day. BYEBYE !!!

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I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 12:04 AM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Sunday, May 25, 2008 ★

Those who don't know how to start up MapleNAO, please don't spam me @ msn asking how to DL. Figure out yourself, like I did. ( If you persist, don't need spam my msn chat. Just call me. But not when I'm offline ) Sorry for those I ignored, I was mapling. And Jasmine Ng, I'm sorry D:




Itadakimasu ! Didn't go to Sakura, went to Tokyo Japanese instead, an Ala Carte Buffet. Cost us around $43 each! But I think it's quite worthwhile. Pretty lazy to put on the captions on the pictures above. see them from yourself. And the sashimi there rocks! Enqi's really pathetic. -.- He can't eat seafood. He ordered chicken wings, terriyaki chicken & chicken cutlets. damn dumb. My brain seriously working slow now. Changed blog songs, - So close & Fall for you. Enjoy.

Mood : Kinda not very good. Brain working very slow. Can't think properly. Rah, anyway maple lvl 123 already. very lazy to train, don't feel like it. Going to sentosa later in the morning to celebrate Shulian's birthday, a day before her birthday.

Apologies to : Jasmine - I'm really sorry. Although you didn't spammed me, I put on that nick cos i was lagging in maple. sorry. Will help you tomorrow or whatsoever. Sorry ):

Loveless Act IV,
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely




I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 12:56 AM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Saturday, May 24, 2008 ★

The moment I saw you, I lost all my courage & confidence.


( picture taken 2 days ago )

Lol. I'm lvl 122 already. got my new pigpig. which looks like jasmine's dog, romeo. hehehehe. now maplenao having patch. Hope 4th job and guilds all out by then. Going sakura later with UncannyTurnip.Co . Will update again soon. Hmm, doing a quiz right now.(From Nurul's Blog becos I saw my name!)
So sit back and read.

1. Give a random lyric from the song you're listening today?
Maybe we're trying, trying to hold.
Maybe we're torn apart
Empty-TheClickfive.

2. Do you think you're approachable?
yes. haha.

3. Last awkward moment?
forgot.

4. Name 3 things everyone knows about you?
1.CUTE, haha!
2.CHILDISH and LAME.
3. Like to sing alot.

5.what are you wearing?
Topless and underwear & shorts

6. Name someone you know whose name begins with a B:
Brenda. Hahaha. That very fierce girl.

7. Do you think the concept of phone sex is stupid?
Do proper sex lah. So lame.

8. How many kids do you want?
2. One boy one girl bah.

9. Name something you wouldn’t want to buy & use?
Sanitary pads la. KOTEX , WHISPER ULTRA NONONO.

10. What makes you happy at this moment?
No i'm jealous and very angry.

11. What colour are your eyes?
Dark brown.

12. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
nope, not yet out. don't know why also. I'm so smart leh!

13. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
every side. lololol! thats why the next morning i'll see my cj7 doll on the floor.

14. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
5 star hotel lah! but i'd rather stay at home :D

15. What's your worst habit?
Being childish & lame. haha.

16. Who's the last person you hugged?
forgot.

17. Would you rather feel pain or be numb?
numb

18. Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive bah. forget? how to.

19. Would you ever stay with someone just because you didn't want to break their heart?
think so? i don't know.

20. Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
yes. regret lor.

21. Do you hate being alone?
Sometimes. But if i don't feel good. I rather be alone.

22. Has anyone ever broken your heart?
maybe ?

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Who was the last person to call you baby?
forgot. every girls call me that. no la cheh joking!

What is your relationship status?
SINGLE.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yeah. gay partners.

If you were abandoned in thewilderness,would you survive?
Depends. If i see mas selamat around. he can teach me how he escaped and to survive in a jungle!

What is your favorite color?
white, black

Do you like your parents?
like? more like love :D

Do you secretly like someone?
yes. her birthday is on 26th may which is 2 days from now.

Who was the last person you said you got no balls on the phone?
ENQI!!!!!!!!!

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep after eating.

Do you look more like your mom or yourdad?
mom

Are you flexible?
hehe i'm not a chinese dancer LOLOLOL.

What movie do you want to see?
nothing in mind right now.

Was your dad a rugby player?
no,haha swimmer i think.

Can you speak any other languagebesides English?
of course. chinese , japanese and alienese.

What is the last letter of your middlename?
U

How many hours of sleep did you getlast night?
8. from 4am to 12pm.

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
not really. i hate it.

Are you scared of flying?
depends on my mood.

Do you have a tattoo?
nope. i want to get one x)

Do you like funny people or seriouspeople?
funny

Have you ever been to Los Angeles?
Nope.

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
Nil.

What are your plans for tonight?
Sakura and maple.

What is your favorite song at themoment?
So Close - Jon McLaughlin

Do you like chocolate?
Hmm not really. okok.

Any upcoming events you're excitedabout?
Sakura! Sleepover,TON! Chalet!

Diamond or pearl?
chicken wings.

Indoors or outdoors?
outdoors

What books are you reading rightnow?
how to grow tall by enqi & japanese book.

Do u sleep with stuffed toys?
hmmmm. CJ7 lol and tabby the tiger

What's under your bed?
Hmm, she looks kinda like the sumatra , who crawled out of the tv in THE RING. Kinda cute, :D

Loveless Act III(Interpreted),
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey
He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends
Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again


I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 2:33 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ★

Because you left me crying alone down here.
We've known each other for 2 weeks already, but you act like you don't even care.





(Me with ChuKai, my maple friend, Jessica :D )

As you can see, I'm lvl 106 already hoho. ;x
Hmm. Schdays, are still okay bah. kdaidee everyday luh, nothing much also. Haha then recently in maple get to know this girl call ChuKai, she's kinda weird tho. Cos she sent me a song, and told me not to tell anyone abt the song title or send it out. wahlao! ok lah, later she scold me then ks me. ( like real )

Recently, I really don't feel like living lor. Alot of things running thru my mind like Thomas & friends those trains.

Today is my sister, Samantha's birthday. ( Now going to cut cake )
[ Added : Benjamin's too! Sorry forgot to wish you on time ! :( ]
Tomorrow is Jasmine's birthday.
Next Monday is Shulian's birthday.

Okay, i didn't miss out anything bah, i guess. Alright, Bye.



Loveless Act III,
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return




(EXTENDED)

Ohyah, i forgot to post something idiotic up. Here it goes.


( This is Enqi's reflection & expectation for English for Term 3 )

For the benefits of my readers, i shall post what he write :D

- I want to get 70 mark for my english and play maple ice mage to lvl 150. Hehe i am a happy guy, happy go lucky and little worries but bigesst is to studys i am to lazy. I want to pass english and oral is free marks so i want to ace my oral.

Okay tell me, how is this related to ENGLISH ? ( maple part ) wtf this is really like retardedfuck lor. Lololol. okay the end. [ Enqi sure whack my ass when he see this shit :O ]

[ EXTENDED PART, JUST FOR JASMINE & JON]
[ Plus Benjamin ( Belated Birthday ) ]
[ DATE&TIME : 22nd May 2008, 12.05am ]

Happy Belated Birthday Ben! :D
Sorry for the late wishes, take care! (:

Happy Birthday Jasmine ! :D
take care during camp, will pass you your present soon! (:

Happy Birthday Jon a.k.a Xiaojun ! :D
Lol feel better calling you Xiaojun, take care! (:






I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 9:36 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Monday, May 19, 2008 ★

Letting you go causes my heart to lose its control,



( OKAY JUST SEE THE BTM LEFT OF THE PICTURE. which says i'm level 102 already :D )


( OKAY THIS IS SO OBVIOUS I GOT 2 PETS. MY PIGPIG AND BIRDBIRD. CUTE RIGHT :)

Sometimes, I look damn happy on the outside. But who knows how I feel in the inside ? :/

Anyway, I love this the most.
Loveless Act II(Interpreted),
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation
He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends



I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 6:24 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,





I just want you to feel beautiful, for once in your life.
& One more week.

( Click to see actual size )

Level 94 already. These few days never go out, at home maple. Not very sian lah, quite fun actually. Except for Enqi lah, he chose the wrong job.(ha-ha) now he restarted one ice mage. Think Ranger is quite cool actually. Hmm okay enough of maple. Btw, recently, my posts are ending with a short poem, it's Loveless Act. Ah, don't try to copy uh, because I know you definitely don't understand. ^^ Loveless Act is copyrighted by me, unless you're one of us who knows about it. :/

Mood : Okok, So-so. When the times comes around of me thinking of her, it hurts so much, so badly that I really feel like killing myself. Listening to Here's everything I've always meant to say by Jamison Parker right now. Aiyah. Quoted from Jiong Lin, ' If life is a game, I rather not play it ' , I super agree with this sentence. Tho exams are over, still got a lot problems. 3 days w/o basketball already. 1 day w/o milk. Tomorrow need to exercise already.

#4 , it's been 4-5 days since I ever last saw you, how have you been ? Been to your blog a time or two, posts of yours that brings heartaches to me. If you still love him, why bother telling me that you like me ? I wanna take you back to the day when we first met, if I could I'd start all over again, this love is my regret. I miss you so. You're gone now, gone for good.

Loveless Act II,
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh



I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 1:00 AM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Sunday, May 18, 2008 ★

If I knew that that was the last meeting, I'll hug you really tight.

Sigh, don't feel very good now.
Maybe it's because what I see, numbers, that affects my mood bah.
Aiyah, heck, Nobody cares anyway.
Oh yah, Lvl 82 ler, lololol.

Ohyah, this is for all those who thinks it worth squinting your eyes, :D

The Bridge

We met on the bridge,
that bridge we never been before.
It was love at first sight.
If we get to meet there again,
I wanna tell you, ' Lets get married '

However, you rejected me.
Because of your smile,
I seemed to forget everything.
I only remembered, when I first saw you.
How the feeling was. So sweet,
yet so hurtful that makes both of us,
cry for weeks.

I patted on your head,
whispered into your ears,
' it's okay my dear, nothing to worry about,
cos i'll be there for you, all the time'
you rejected me, once again.
i felt so sad, so disheartening.
overwhelmed sadness filled me,
i broke down into tears.

I still didn't mind.
Perserve, the key word.
Patience, all I needed.
But there's one last phrase,
i wanna tell you,
before i leave,
this world.
i love you.

years passed, grown up, havent we?
once again, the bridge that we met before.
now stands us both again.
smiling to each other,
like never before.you ran up to me,
and hugged me tight.
Like you never want to let go.
you finally agreed.
and we got married.

Loveless Act I(Interpreted),
The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war
One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner
But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again



I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 2:43 AM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Saturday, May 17, 2008 ★

Lololol. Hello back to post :D
Been playing MapleNao, ah, it's a private server.
Already lvl 7x and it's my 2nd day playing only :D Me & Enqi, He's siao. 8x already D:

Ah, me fighting one dumb cake lololol. 50m hp leh! x.x

Okay lah, I'll be posting again ltr, tata. Got a few poems I just created yesterday and the day before. hoho, bye. :D

Loveless Act I,
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest



I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 8:08 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Thursday, May 15, 2008 ★

Too bad it ended before we even start :[
yesterday was damn fck up alright. my father lor. i got scolded from him, as if i'm a useless son. But seriously, everything isn't my fcking fault lor. okay i actually had some tears, cos i felt so freaking unfair. alright, then after awhile i stopped ler. However, i recieved a msg, then i have to cry myself to sleep.
today, is my father's birthday. thru out the dinner, didn't talked or even communicate. yah forget it. went to play basketball in the afternoon. didn't receive a sms at all, in sch. and i was
almost late for sch this morning. omg!
I seriously don't know what you guys want lor. Everyday quarrel very fun de meh. Wahlao. Good friends all become like that. Think if you all never meet me last wednesday, nothing would've happen. my bloody fault then. sorry.

Loveless Act Prologue,♥
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting



I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 7:44 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ★

Went back to sch today. Just like normal days luh, after exam can do what. in class daidee, talk cock, thats all. after sch went to meet joan & clique. was not a v. happy one. quite lazy to say. play basketball awhile. everyone emo. then 2 by 2 left. then left gabriel , russel and me play luh. oscar & yuinping met us at sunshine there. ohyah, met xinyu that spongebob girl also. thats all-
bye.
One true meaning, that I'll never lie.
Two of us, started off as friends.
Three morning calls since then, felt so sweet.
Four days in a row, we met last week.
Five words I wanna tell you so much, I really really love you.
Six hours in school, smsing with each other.
Seven days a week, now we've known each other for a week.
Eight letters that meant everything to me,
I L O V E Y O U,


I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 8:53 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ★

If you're reading this dumb thing, turn the music An Jing - Jay Chou on at the IMEEM Music Player below. It will make you feel how I feel. Lololol.

Sometimes I really felt like we're living in two different worlds.
Which only allow us to meet occasionally.
I treasure those meetings we met, do you?
When we're not together,
I can't see. I don't know what you're doing in your world.
Sometimes, I only can depend on my senses to know what you're doing.
But it hurts me so, to know that you're not doing things I expect.
Things that will definitely hurt me when I don't know.
Yet, you didn't care.
Maybe thats why you enjoy living in two different worlds with me.
However, I too, feel that it's nice.
Because, I'll know how much you miss me.
Through those overwhelming sadness, there are still little bit of happiness.
If you give me one chance, I'll definitely tell you I enjoy the times I spent with you.
It's because, I love you too much.
Freedom, is what you want and desire.
I can tell, that you need it a lot.
You told me you can feel my love for you.
Not that I don't trust you.
I try very hard. But I couldn't feel.
Maybe, you didn't even love me at all.
If you can feel my love, why are doing things that you know I don't like,
expecting that I don't know anything?
Sometimes I ask myself,
you've only known her for less than a week,
how can your love be so strong.
I wonder too. I don't know.
No promises, but I know,
I love you


I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:23 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,





okay, this picture i must admit i look like safari ranger (didn't wear this out yesterday)


Omg didn't realised I didn't post for 3 days. Paiseh ah. You know what my life is abt, basketball, grow tall, basketball, grow tall.

Went Kbox yesterday. Have to say it's fun & sorta dumb. LOLOLOL. Went with Enqi, Guodong, Sylvia, Jasmine & Brenda. At first , when we got in the room, we were like shyshy lah. C'mon man, i long time never see time alrdy, of cos shy la ! I sang on the phone conference with them on sunday's night. But when I see them, I lost my voice. Hahahaha ! It's like losting your balls. But after awhile, I founded it back, so does Enqi & Guodong. So we planted it back. We even checked carefully that it is ours before we planted it back. Sang quite a few songs, and after awhile, they suggested to play some stupid ' True Or Dare' When it's only dare. Whats the point, it became , ' Dare Or No Balls '

I wasn't the first one to kena, it was Enqi. Enqi had to kiss Gabriel on the cheeks. I was like, eee gay. After awhile, I really didn't know who have to kiss who. I'm like living in my own world lor, I played the song , More Than Words - Westlife. Like multiple times, and sing. Until it was Brenda's turn. They dared her to kiss my cheeks. Alarr, this time I really feel like a gigalo lor! :/ I had to kiss Sylvia & Brenda also. It's damn paiseh okay. I never kiss anyone before lor! hahaha. -acts innocent.

After that, went to Long John Silver to take our dinner. Then Brenda gtg early. So we went to Jasmine's hse to play volleyball. hahaha, that fierce girl brenda, lost her keys ! hahaha. Okay it's my first time playing volleyball, but i think it's quite fun hahaha. Twisted my hands, feeling better now already. Went home @ around, 10.50pm ++

Very tired yesterday, slept at 12.30am lolol. Anyway, gotten back my results already, was pretty impressed with it lah. Although it's not very good but i did improve since Common Test. Will work harder. The only thing is I can't call Rowena Noob Pig D:

This time, I really can't explain myself.
No, I didn't want to make you angry or sad,
I never wanted to.
Seeing your smile, hearing your laughter,
makes me smile, makes me feel so happy.
You know why.
I don't wanna hear you talking abt guys,
or even,
see you with other guys.
Speaking & Talking like you're with me.
It's just 6 days, and I feel like we've known each other
for 6 months already.
I can't promise you anything yet,
it's too early.
But i know,
day after day if we're together,
I'll start loving you more & more.



I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:51 AM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Friday, May 9, 2008 ★

Shulian with the ball, me behind cover my face with my shirt. Lol, aritistic shot right, credits to Jerica :D

Hello. Lol, few days never blog alrdy. this few days play basketball with joan, shulian, jerica, guodong and enqi. Lol my leg also very pain and have a lot of blisters. Lololol.


I just make it short & sweet. Lol. Today almost tio daiji by some sunshine pple that i know. lol. but nvm, after awhile sua already. don't want to talk abt it.


Anyway this few days in sch is damn sian de lor. play dai dee in sch, talk cock. Oh yah, Rowena wants me to blog abt her. So it is .


Rowena uh, she's quite like a pig, noob pig. She's not pro-er than me. And she calls me meimei, I should be her Jiejie luh. But nvm it's okay. Here's your A1 , star star star :D Okay the end, byeeeeee.




I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:58 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Wednesday, May 7, 2008 ★

Changed song, Faber Drive - Tongue Tied.
Wanted to get it from IMEEM. However, even if i upload it, it's all 30 seconds preview. If not, I'll never get it from IWEBMUSIC. It's crap. If anyone of you got the full version in IMEEM please contact me. : d0ggie_eat_d0ggie@hotmail.com , add me @ msn.

As you all know , Iwebmusic uses WMA music , and the quality kinda suck. bear with it, sorry if there are any bugs or lag. ><

thanks alot.


I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 12:35 AM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ★

Ionic bonds have high melting/boiling point due to ...
Last paper today! was Chemistry, quite easy, but not sure can pass anot. Cos' I forgotten some of the formula. ah don't care.

after my paper, straight away went home to change and pack my bag. met in lot 1 @ 11.05am. Smuggled a double cheese burger in to the cinema. watched iron man. hmm it's quite interesting, but action too little.

then it's time for swimming! lol. went jurong swimming complex and play like kids. 7 of us. Like brothers. But nobody take photo uh. had a lot of fun thats it. ate kfc after bathing.

went to play lan at bukit timah. edward doesn't want to go :( so we had to leave without him. played cs and dota. hehe today finally so long never one group of boys like us go out play lerh. damn fun. but i think wild wild wet will be more fun xD

P.S : we 7 brothers united. no matter how hard the waves are, we hold on tight to each other's float in a circle. i still remembered all the laughter we had. before we left the swimming complex to eat kfc, we purposely jump into the lap pool. wanted the lifeguard to blow the whistle at us. haha, that was damn funny i tell you. I said , ' eh steady boh, we 7 all siaosiao sumersault inside , let that siao lang blow whistle at us then we run out of the pool '.

when we all 7 stand in one straight row. ready to run and jump inside the pool, the life guard already put the whistle in the mouth, standby. then 1 , 2 ,3 , all jump and sumersault and dive inside the pool. think have blow whistle but didn't hear until. lololol. xD

anyway i got one kuku picture of me that dress up like a safari ranger. but i very paiseh so i don't dare to show it up :/

okay done posting bye :D


I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 11:16 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Sunday, May 4, 2008 ★

Instructions : Remove one question from below , and add in your personal question . Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people . List them out at the end of the post . Notify them in their tagboard that they've been tagged . Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1) At what age do you wish to get marry ?
Below 30 bah.

2) Who is more important to you ? Friends or girlfriend?
Friends. No more girlfriend can find new one. Friends are for life.

3) Who is the person you trust the most?
You. Because I'm telling you everything you want to know.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence ?
Enough confidence to do/in what ?

5) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be ?
Grow till 1.75m lah.

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
Not really. I can make my own tho.

7) What is your goal for this year ?
Get into Secondnary 4.

8) Do you believe in eternity love ?
Believe in yourself and your partner. Not eternity love.

9) Have you broken someone heart that she/he tried to commit suicide ?
Of course. That person is already dead. ( Joking )

10) What feeling do you love most ?
A feeling that makes me feel happy.

11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half ?
Laugh at my jokes.

12)List out five best friends of yours.
All of my friends are my best friends :D

13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
Thats a dumb qns to ask, next pls.

14) Who do u wish to look into ur eyes right now ?
Hannah Montana ; Miley Cyrus

15) What do you think is the most important thing in in your life ?
My CJ7, qi zai.

16) Who cares for you the most ?
My family.

17)Describe the person who you know you're going to marry.
Oh, she has a pet dog named Romeo :D

18) What have you done to please yourself?
Hehe something I'll not tell you.

19) IF time were to rewind , will you want it to be ?
yes of course. I have many regrets.

20) Who do you feel like killing now ?
The person who setted this survey to waste time, kill the living and harm the enviorment.


Okay lah I won't be passing this around. if you wanna do it, just do it luh.
goodbye :D




I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 9:35 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Friday, May 2, 2008 ★

hey people , i won't be blogging that often , only after tuesday i guess. anything you can sms/call me if i'm not around at msn.



well, this is a pair of slippers that i exchange today. I'm damn silly. I bought the wrong size on wednesday. And i wanted to change it for the same design but different size. However, no stock. So i looked around. And i picked this one. I don't know if this is nice anot, but most of the pple says its nice and it suits me. Well give me your comments :D

today's paper was chinese. hmm quite easy. oops, i meant quite easy, to fail lor. well, you guys should know my chinese suck. Hmm, now i'm left with 2 more papers, on

Monday, 5th May - E Maths
Tuesday, 6th May - Chemistry

Well, i've been planning to go for a fun swim on tuesday, after my paper as the day ends at 9.25am. Catching a movie before the swim or after that. Hehe, hope it goes on successfully.

Okay, i gtg already. having my dinner outside today. goodbye :D



I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 5:51 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,




Thursday, May 1, 2008 ★

yay today's 1st May , public holiday!
But not very much of a holiday D:
Exam week. And that &@^(&#^ Enqi & Edward go watch iron man never jio me. Cos I told Edward I not going gym today as planned. then he thought I cannot watch movie. wahlao! tomorrow I sure force them watch with me again, hahaha. ^^

Okay lah, the main purpose for blogging today, is about the fun I had yesterday, so I thought I could share with you all.

Had my POA Exams yesterday. Was still okay. Not really that confident to pass, ahh but nvm. I know I did my trial balance very gracefully. Well, school ended at 10.20am for me. Then me, enqi, russel & jing ren went to play basketball at cck cc de indoor court at around 11.30am after eating. Some of our schmates were there too, but we got there first. So we played together luh. We play play play, until no energy but we still feel like playing. Until 2.30pm then we stopped.

Enqi & Russel checked their handphone. Got sms from meilin asking want to go KTV @ Chevrons. So we all steady luh. Went home and changed. then met @ lot 1 4.30pm. And then, enqi pangseh us. @^(^*@(^@&^^*@. then me russel & jing ren took 188 to chevrons. Around 5.30pm we reach abt if i'm not wrong. got benjamin to fetch us to the ktv room. Then when we got inside the room. we scold enqi until he apologize. Hahaha, funny lah.

Played dai dee with Enqi , Russel and Jing ren at first. Cos we very shy to sing uh. But after a while, me & enqi & russel started singing. Oh yah, there were Fang tian, Mei lin, Fangtian's sister, Benjamin, namira & yuan li too. Jingren & Yuan Li never sing at all. Don't know why. Haha, I sing until I damn high, seriously. I forgot what time we left, but nvm, doesn't matter too. Went to take shuttle bus back to jurong east and take train to lot 1. Slacked there awhile then we went home.

Reached home, bathe, then sleep after awhile. Really damn tired ><

Oh yah, I've came across something, it's a poem posted by someone. And alot of stupid comments commented by pple.

' Hey I've got a short & sweet poem that i wish to share it with you guys. '

" Love is in the air,
Mine is not up there. "

well, it's quite nice right ? '

Haha some funny comments too, like, #^@%">#^@%#@&.
' go home & sleep lah ! '
' was that even a poem ?! '
' Wow thats short & 'sweet' '
' Dumb shit, thats a dumb poem written by a dumb person '
Etc.

Hahaha , well, I kinda agree , LOL. Okay end of post. Byebye ! :D


I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 4:25 PM

I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,