Feeling better now, so i'm here to blog abt my OBS . My family patched up already, don't worry and thanks for your concern <3
First day , when i reached puggol jetty, i fucking regretted why and how i got here. So dumb right , like sending yourself to kill yourself during this 5 days. Got up the boat, then sat beside Irfan. we chit chat lor, chat until transformers there. then getting lame mah , then i ask him to grow up. Then we reached Outward Bound Singapore Campsite 2, as known as, the land of death. The next moment i found out our watch name is , TENZING . -claps-
Our instructor , Hairi , came to pick us up. Actually, he's just a replacement of Cyndi, who didn't come. ( But she was here on wednesday , 3rd day ) Okay, so we play some twine games, for introducing ourself. Then we got faster, and faster and faster. after that, we have to surrender our wallets and ezlink card and whatever valuables. No i didn't bring my Handphone and no i didn't bring my MP3. Then we went to claim our resources(food) for the 5days. Wahlao, you know what ? We had REDBEANBUN for lunch. (NOOOOOOO). Luckily I had my Macdonalds' Big Breakfast before I even stepped into this Land Of Death. :D Okay, so we slacked abit.
Then Hairi told us to change into long sleeve and pants. We're going to kayak :D Before that, we went to learn how to fold a tent. Then was like damn hot day, somemore we're wearing long sleeve all that. Ahhhh the more I feel like going home! Then, Kayaking time. Skip to the part on sea. Hahha , at first i blurblur lah. then we went to learn how to capsize . -so shiok lor. then after that we canoe at the sea for a while only , quite fun. 3 of us was in the Tri-yak. Then we capsize about , 3 times that day. LOL.
After that, went to pitch tent, and cook dinner. then eat, bathe, pack our bags, then got emergency bell . then everyone have to run to the jetty, then skipskipskip. LIGHTS OUT @ 11pm. But hor, still got alot pple chatting, laughing, torchlight shine here & there . I totally can't get to sleep. I miss my family , my bed , my comp , my friends , everything! D: But after awhile, my eyes closed till 5am I woke up and it was the Second day .
Unpitch the tent, had breakfast (biscuits) zz. Did morning PT . 5bx, and then went to pack our bags. Setted off to Campsite 1. Trekked there. I so foolish that I actually thought there will be a bus or a boat to bring us there. OMG we have to trek there. Then rain. We have to activate our PONCHO. then like a group of donald ducks walking in the rain with heavy bags.
Reached Campsite 1, like finally. Tell you, that place is like heaven ! Went to learn how to rock climb. It's scary tho. But the more nervous I got, the more faster I get to climb. I reached the top, was happy! :D Then we were all dismissed. Pitched our tents , and then had dinner at the canteen. Food was the best , Lol ! Rice was not tho. Then went to bathe. Then went to play some mini games. And had supper, red bean soup. Was okay tho. Then Sleeping time.
Third day, let me recall abit . Oh yah , that day , was the worst day of my life , i tell you. Packed our stuffs, Instructor Cyndi came to pick us up , Setted off to do some trekking checkpoints stuff. TIRING, HOT, SWEATY ! Damn it. I got raped by ANTS . Small Tiny Black Ants. They lovebit me under my armpit, stomach , leg area and NECK . WTF . It's so F**king pain that I 'danced' . Damn it.
Our final destination is at Reservoir. The ground were rocky, didn't have a good sleep that night . Before sleeping time , Cooked maggie for dinner. Then went to briefing . We're going to kayak around Pulau Ubin on the Fourth Day! So excited. Okay sleeping time ...
Woke up at 5am as usual , Unpitch the tents , then packed stuffs and setted off to campsite 2. Prepare our lifevest and stuffs. Then went to take our tri-yaks. Okay down we go. Spent around 6~7hours kayaking . (Lazy to talk about the trip, nothing special but tiring + FUN!) Reached back Campsite 2 @ around 3+pm . We planned before the trip to reach before 4pm. We did it :D Then after that, JETTYJUMPx ! Wahlao. Damn fun can. But very tiring , cos swimming against the current . Hahaha . Okay had dinner provided by Instructors ! :D Then Sleeppppppp. Oh yah, we got pitch tent before we sleep , obviously. xD
Last Day, although the days were quite tiring, but it's fun! Haha had pizza hut for lunch after leaving pulau ubin. Then cabbed home, bathed. and slepttttttttttt till next morning. THE END :D
Sigh, I hope you are reading this. You know who you are. I really love you. I already told you a few hours back. But you just said , ' Sorry gtg bye ' and went offline . Did i say something wrong ? Or are you trying to avoid me ? It's been a time already . I've been waiting for myself to have the courage to tell you all these. But you just left like this. Maybe I shouldn't even say all these. But I do feel better after saying. I just want to let you know, I'll still be there for you. If you need anything , or someone to talk to. Sms me or give me a call. I'll try my best to be there. I won't be sad or what, if we can't be together. I'm okay with it as long as you're happy if it is this way. I only want you to be happy. Your smile, is the sweetest thing I've saw in this world, but also, the reason why I feel so miserable. You're the best gift that god have given me, I'll cherish you by letting you be happy. If you're happy, then I'm contented. You're the reasons for all my doings. If you wanna avoid me, i'm fine with it as long as you are happy. you can hide from me forever, i don't mind. It's okay. It's alright, really. I'm not going to let go, or ask you why. Because that will lead to more sadness. Although I can find out the reason, but what's the point. I'm not moving on. i'm staying put here. So if you need someone, you know where to go. the place that we first met, do you still remember? what about the date? It's okay if you forget them. I won't blame you. I'm nothing special to you but you're indeed special to me. Just remember, I'll still be there, at the place where you left me, all alone. It's because, I love you too much alrdy .
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