Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ★
Okay. Lets see.
I skipped a total of 3 days already, within two weeks. ( Including today )
Hehehe , Enqi & Gabriel also pon together with me.
I'm sorry Edward, to leave you alone in school today.
Enqi's birthday is tomorrow. But he's spending with his girlfriend, idiot right.
Okay , I'm not sastified with my results although I got 2 A(s). D:
That 2 A(s) will nt cover the one I fails ):
Oh yah, POA & English are both the subjects I got A.
27.5/30 for POA and English 22/30 .
I'm sorry I could not make you love me the way you should, maybe I'm too late. ( yes I'm too late )
I'm sorry but I love you.
With Regards, My Love.
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 1:34 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Monday, August 25, 2008 ★
Chapter 8 & 9 is out ! :D
Please visit http://dispirited-away.blogspot.com for your copies now! :D
Didn't go to sch today. Early morning I got stomach ache . D:
I think it's becos of the thai tom yam i ate yesterday, wth.
okay lah, just go and read BROKEN now. :D Read liao comment there okay ?
Click on Every Comments(#) Counts, to comment. :D
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:45 AM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Thursday, August 21, 2008 ★
Now I know, I'm a much more different person..
So tell me, how different I am from before ? In what way have I changed ? Where did I changed? And what becomes of me now ?
Why can't you all tell me ?
' Brendon you changed, you're not the old Brendon I knew once before '
BUT WHY.
WHY WHEN I ASKED YOU ALL I CHANGED , YOU ALL SAID DONT KNOW.
Then what's the point of saying I changed when you don't even know the fucking reason from the start ? If you all don't tell me, how can I become like before ?
How can I realised that I've changed when you people don't tell me what happened to me ? If you people don't tell me what happened, how can I change back to my normal self?
You all just fucking said ' Brendon you've changed ' for the fuck sake of saying I've changed.
What's the point of saying all this when you know it doesn't help me! You all wanted to told me I changed because you all want me to return back, but how will I be able to become like before when I don't even fucking know a single bit ?!
I'm so terribly fuck-ed up now.
Don't try to act like you understand me when you don't. Knowing that I change isn't understanding, you're just trying to corrupt me further if you don't give me a reason. If you really understand me, give me a fucking reason lah!
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 6:18 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ★
you know. third time, i think i've got used to it already.
Ever since last year.
and now, broken as usual, as always.
today, 20 08 2008 20:08 , that message hurts me a lot, but i'm okay, used to it already, I guessed.
It's really damn unexpected, i always thought would be the day, but i expected shit now. What did I do wrong ? Where did I go wrong ? I don't know anything and you refuse to tell me anything. Now my mood is like trash.
It isn't your fault, i should've expected that and not be happy too early.
now everything is gone.
today is gone,
tomorrow that I've planned is also gone,
Everything faded, my heart felt like a glass that dropped onto the ground, shattered into pieces.
you must take care, I know you're better off without me.
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:16 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Saturday, August 16, 2008 ★
Okay pple. Guess I'm fine now. Feeling better already.
The reason why I blogged about yesterday is because I think I spoilt my mother's hard drive.(external)
But she didn't scold me or nag or whatever. She's like usual, smiling kindly to me. This makes me feel more remorseful. Seriously, I rather she scolds me. And yes, I want to thank you pple alot for the tags and the encouragement, thanks a lot.
Been reading James & the giant peach, Matthew lent it to me. It's so so so nice okay. And One more common test paper to go! :D
POA , rahh. the most stress and long one. And and and, Chapter 7 will be releasing tonight! So faster get your copies @ http://dispirited-away.blogspot.com ASAP before stocks runs out!
Okay think thats all. goodbye.
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 7:43 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Friday, August 15, 2008 ★
Why did you both choose to give birth to me ?
I think you both must have regretted it now ,
or not (?) Maybe sooner or later .
What can I do , seriously ? Wasting money, making things spoil, show no respect, lousy results.
I know, you both love me. You bought me what I want, everything. But what do you both get in return ? Nothing but sorrows & agony.
Lousy results, what I obtained when you both expected me to get high marks to make You both smile. I'm sorry, I know I'm useless.
I always spoil things, especially expensive things. Things pple treasure it the most. I spoil every single thing that is in my possesion.
What else? I show no respect, scold profanities at home when I know you all don't like it. Waste electricity & water, till bills come flooding in. I think, if you both chose not to have me, you both'd be millionaires already. But why ? Why give birth to such an useless son ? Sorry isn't enough, I know. I know I owe you both alot.
The only thing I wish now is to die . ASAP . When I die, you would not have to waste money on me already. you'd be able to save up alot, maybe 2x when I'm alive. It's okay, maybe the funeral and coffin is the last payment you will pay and buy for me ..
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 9:55 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ★
Common test this week. Busy. Chapter 6 is out already, enjoy!
& I got my G900 already, happyhappy ^^
touchtouchtouchtouchtouch! :D
Goodluck for Common test pple! ^^
& Study hard, Rowena! (:
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 11:57 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Friday, August 8, 2008 ★
Ahhahhahh.
hello people. it's 08/08/08. olympics , BEJING 2008!
and and and , national day tomorrow! Hahaha.
MONDAY NO SCH , but common test tuesday start. ):
Okay, i want my G900! Lololol. Ohyah, my updates for the story blog will come up slow. Cos exam, studystudystudy. Okay goodbyeee readers (:
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:31 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Sunday, August 3, 2008 ★
Selling Xbox 360 ! + 5 Games.
-Burnout Revenge
-Ultimate Alliance
-Call of Duty 2
-Kameo
-FIFA ' 07
2 Wireless Controllers , 20Gb Hardisk.
& all cables.
2 years old, but very seldom use.
Please sms your offer to 91879459.
Deal close on 4th August, 6pm.
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 12:10 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
Lol. Stupid , Short , Bastard?
Jokes.
to :, Firstly, even if I'm short, I respect myself, my name. Not like you, you don't even fucking respect the name your parents gave you, omg, so disrespectful, where are your fucking manners?
Secondly, I've got things to do, unlike you. Without any reason, tagging pple, insult them. ill-mannered person. you disgraced your family and all the generations, how sad. I wonder how your child will turn out like.
Lastly, RESPECT. I hope you're not one of my friend. Because I don't make friends with pple who don't respect me, for who am i. So what if I'm short ? I've got something you do not have even if you're taller than me, RESPECT. Where are yours ? School didn't teach you? Or sch kicked you out cos you lack of that ?
What's the point of you living in this world without manners. What a joke, get a life and reflect !
Noobshit, I'm not gonna let you ruin my day, fucker.
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Played volleyball,basketball,volleyball,basketball lately. Tired.tired.tired. super tired. Okay off to doing my daily exercises. Goodbye.
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 12:24 AM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
