Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ★
you know. third time, i think i've got used to it already.
Ever since last year.
and now, broken as usual, as always.
today, 20 08 2008 20:08 , that message hurts me a lot, but i'm okay, used to it already, I guessed.
It's really damn unexpected, i always thought would be the day, but i expected shit now. What did I do wrong ? Where did I go wrong ? I don't know anything and you refuse to tell me anything. Now my mood is like trash.
It isn't your fault, i should've expected that and not be happy too early.
now everything is gone.
today is gone,
tomorrow that I've planned is also gone,
Everything faded, my heart felt like a glass that dropped onto the ground, shattered into pieces.
you must take care, I know you're better off without me.
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 10:16 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
