Thursday, August 21, 2008 ★
Now I know, I'm a much more different person..
So tell me, how different I am from before ? In what way have I changed ? Where did I changed? And what becomes of me now ?
Why can't you all tell me ?
' Brendon you changed, you're not the old Brendon I knew once before '
BUT WHY.
WHY WHEN I ASKED YOU ALL I CHANGED , YOU ALL SAID DONT KNOW.
Then what's the point of saying I changed when you don't even know the fucking reason from the start ? If you all don't tell me, how can I become like before ?
How can I realised that I've changed when you people don't tell me what happened to me ? If you people don't tell me what happened, how can I change back to my normal self?
You all just fucking said ' Brendon you've changed ' for the fuck sake of saying I've changed.
What's the point of saying all this when you know it doesn't help me! You all wanted to told me I changed because you all want me to return back, but how will I be able to become like before when I don't even fucking know a single bit ?!
I'm so terribly fuck-ed up now.
Don't try to act like you understand me when you don't. Knowing that I change isn't understanding, you're just trying to corrupt me further if you don't give me a reason. If you really understand me, give me a fucking reason lah!
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 6:18 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
