Friday, August 15, 2008 ★
Why did you both choose to give birth to me ?
I think you both must have regretted it now ,
or not (?) Maybe sooner or later .
What can I do , seriously ? Wasting money, making things spoil, show no respect, lousy results.
I know, you both love me. You bought me what I want, everything. But what do you both get in return ? Nothing but sorrows & agony.
Lousy results, what I obtained when you both expected me to get high marks to make You both smile. I'm sorry, I know I'm useless.
I always spoil things, especially expensive things. Things pple treasure it the most. I spoil every single thing that is in my possesion.
What else? I show no respect, scold profanities at home when I know you all don't like it. Waste electricity & water, till bills come flooding in. I think, if you both chose not to have me, you both'd be millionaires already. But why ? Why give birth to such an useless son ? Sorry isn't enough, I know. I know I owe you both alot.
The only thing I wish now is to die . ASAP . When I die, you would not have to waste money on me already. you'd be able to save up alot, maybe 2x when I'm alive. It's okay, maybe the funeral and coffin is the last payment you will pay and buy for me ..
I wrote a bloody letter and sealed it with tears
@ 9:55 PM
I'll learn to give up, it's because I love you too much,♥
